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i can’t help but wonder and think about this question …
because i don’t wanna dare and try anymore, because in the process you work hard to succeed on something, you hope for it, once you hope for it you expect it but in the end your expectation never truly happen… and most of all you get crushed in the end…
I tried … i work extra harder last week … BUT what HAPPENED… NOTHING! Nothing happened do u have any idea how much that hurt? how much effort i did just to work harder that week just to have a CHANCE to play … no i guess not because you weren’t there … at ALL …. and YET ??? ……….
ANO NANGYARI ????? ……
honestly i’m afraid for next year. I don’t want these things to happen again also i don’t think i can be a good senior. i know i can do my best … but i’m afraid of getting hurt like this again … honestly i dont cry anymore over any guy … i guess i numbed already over so much of it but still …
having a heart break about or because of basketball hurts a THOUSAND TIMES more …
and i don’t know if i can subject myself to it for another year but i guess … i don’t know if i have much of a choice …
Since THREE people made me promise to stay …
THANKS TALAGA ha =)))
look at the positive side right ?
